Sometimes I get so annoyed with her attitude, but I don’t say a thing, because this is no longer high school, and we’re all grown ups. Sometimes I don’t feel like hanging out with them, because they are so stupid and whatever they say just annoys me more. 

I don’t understand how stupid people like those group of girls manage to get through the first year of university. Are they secretly smarter than me? Or do they just scrape through?

Sometimes I want to just hang with a different group of people. It’s refreshing. Sometimes I don’t feel like making jokes and laughing. Sometimes I want to be sombre. 

But most of all, I hate that you talk down to me when in actual fact I’m very much smarter than you. I just let you do it, because you’re much older than me and I respect you. 

I hate it when I am the one who makes the most effort but others who don’t make any effort at all, have the best outcome. Is the saying, “It’s not how you get there, it’s how you finish it” really true?

I for one don’t believe that. I believe the road to finish something is equally as important as how you finish it. The amount of effort you exert in doing something, shows a lot in your outcome. That is my firm belief. 

But it’s emotionally and mentally crushing when someone who puts in a lot less effort than you did, came out better than you. Life is unfair.