The Pleasant Surprise

Many days ago, I had a pleasant sort of surprise when I met up with a good looking stranger. The meeting with this stranger was not unintentional, but still a stranger all the same because prior to the meeting, he was a faceless stranger.

I did hope that the person I would be meeting would be good looking, but this isn’t a perfect world, so I didn’t get my hopes up too high.

Hence, the pleasant surprise when I saw that he was more good looking than I had expected. The way he spoke attracted me even more than his appearance did. You could say that I was smitten.

Smitten as I was, I did remember that I still have a boyfriend. Therefore I didn’t let my feelings go astray.

Somehow, I still kept thinking about him. We chatted once via sms a few days after we met. Even that I held myself back so much, because I didn’t want to give him ideas that I was interested. But the way he replied made me felt more at ease, like I’ve known him for quite a while, rather than just. His friendly manner just made me like him even more.

It’s been almost a week since we last chatted, but I secretly hope that he’ll start the chat first.

I really hope that this little crush won’t last long. It’s excruciating to feel like a complete cheat especially since I have a boyfriend. And especially since I’m starting to have lesser feelings for my boyfriend.

Before I depart, I want to confess.

I’ve been typing this while being in the same room as my boyfriend. He doesn’t know what I’m doing, but neither is he paying attention. I don’t know whether to be relieved or depressed.